It is the day before Thanksgiving and I should be doing something productive like making a pie, cleaning my kitchen, or running to the grocery store before it closes for the holiday. Instead I am sitting at my computer and feeling thankful.
My list of things I am thankful for has significantly changed this year. This year I find myself thankful for life. I never knew it was such a gift until a tragic day in May. I am thankful for Easter (yes, you read that right). For me, Easter means life, and that means the tragedy in May is only temporary. I am thankful my husband isn't afraid to sit and pat my back when I burst into sobs for no apparent reason. He used to be afraid of crying women. Not anymore. What a guy! I am thankful for hope. Without it I have nothing to hold on to and that terrifies me. I am thankful for prayers. There are people from all over the world who are praying for me and my family right now. It is an indescribable feeling and it warms my heart. I am thankful for two little boys who let me snuggle with them on nights when sleep is slow in coming.
And lastly, I am thankful for the sun. It always comes up, even after the longest, darkest nights and I'm thankful I have a mother who taught me that.
The water-works are going off here!:)
ReplyDeleteA great lesson on life from your Mom, and something that everyone should hear on a daily basis.
I'm thankful for all that too (well not for littel boys taht let me snuggle with them - but I'm thankful you have them) and thanks for the reminder!
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ReplyDeleteI have no words, but I want you to know my heart is breaking for you and your family. Hang in there.
We are grateful for your friendship, thank you!
ReplyDeletei am so sorry to learn about your mom. i will keep your family in my prayers.
ReplyDeleteHey Mel,
ReplyDeleteI have been following along so I am sorry this is the first time I commented but I just wanted to let you know that we have been thinking of you. It has been a rough year for you, especially being so far away...
I really enjoyed your post about 'clubs'. My father was diagnosed with cancer a few years ago so I know what you mean about the cancer club.
I am sending you lots of hugs,
Stacey
Thanks for giving us a little perspective. I've always admired your positive attitude. I'm sorry things have been so difficult for your family this year. We've been thinking about you a lot. You are in our prayers.
ReplyDeleteMel,
ReplyDeleteWhat an awesome attitude you have.
You are a trooper. I get way teary reading your blog. Thanks for your example and my heart is aching for you.
-Mollie
Mel, What a great entry. I got all choked up. You are so strong, my heart is also aching for you. I am so glad that you have such a great family, loving husband, and precious children to help you through these times, and never forget all your friends who are praying for you and wanting to help take away the pain. Love ya Mel.
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